QUOTE(GingerM @ June 26 2008, 04:39 PM)

I am having a really hard time with this right now.
When we got together for a MN OSP party in December, she gave me a ride to my car... and we sat and talked for over an hour... in that short of time, she had an impact on me.
She was caring, and committed...
...and yet, I still didn't know her that well-- I expected I would get to know her more in the future.
"Julie with two periods" I remember her saying over and over to people that night (in regards to how to find her on OSP).
I know you were closer with her than many of us, Johnny... If it is affecting me this much, ...I can't imagine how it is affecting you. We'll see her again. I hope you will have comfort in that. She is one lucky girl, though...to be where she is.
What an awful way to go...
... and we just never know when we're going to leave this world, or when our friends will leave us.
That was one of the first things i noticed when I visited her profile today..."Life is short. Hold the apple."
Just crazy... crazy.
I am heartbroken and red in the face from crying so hard already... This will take some time for everyone to get over... I will be praying for her family as well..
Hugs and prayers to anyone else affected by this.

Hey Ginger,
Julie and I were close but not as close as her and Christina and others.
We didn't get to hang out often, except for OSP banter and phone conversations.
I'm sad that we won't get to talk anymore, but am not worried about the state of her soul in any way. In fact, whenever someone I know dies and I know they are not in danger of hell, I feel total joy and happiness... I even get a bit envious because they don't have to worry about life here on earth and all the trappings of this world aren't holding them down.
It saddens me that she went the way she did, but at the same time, she died doing what she has always done - trying to help and save others.
She died a very virtuous woman. Single and was saving herself for marriage... What an honor it is to have known such a strong person.
1 Thes. 4:
[13] But I would not have you to be ignorant, brethren, concerning them which are asleep (dead), that ye sorrow not, even as others which have no hope.
[14] For if we believe that Jesus died and rose again, even so them also which sleep in Jesus will God bring with him.
So while we may be sad that it appears we have lost a friend, the truth is we haven't lost anything... we are just separated until God's time is fulfilled.
Those of us who are in the Lord will get to enjoy Julie's personality and friendship again very soon.